I have spent the last few days in bed due to a broken
heart. Multiple people have come to see
me and they have jumped right in with me. And it hasn’t been in a sexual way,
but there is just something very comforting about lying side by side with a
loved one. We cried, laughed, and slept.
We watched lots of movies, talked a lot of silliness; there was also a
lot of silence. But I have felt very safe and loved over this trying time. I
will never really understand death itself and I am angry with whatever controls
the universe for taking my friend from me. She was too young and wonderful. I
can’t imagine life without her.